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This is R. My best friend. I think I love him.
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Okay so, I have a boyfriend I've been with about 3 months, call him B. And I have a best friend whose been my best friend for about 10 months now, call him R. I've known my bf for 6 months. In those 6 months we've been on and off about 4 times. I met R when was getting visitations to WV (Where I live now.) through some old friends on Facebook. First it would be about 5 minutes and he'd get busy but he would text as soon as he could. I enjoyed talking to him. I always smiled when his online light shone. Then I got out of foster care. R started talking to me a lot more and he told me that he wished we had actually talked face to face. (We went to the same school for a year.) Then I started school in WV and he would wait til I got home and text me. I'd known R for about 4 months by this point and I had feelings but I hid them. Every time he'd talk about an "us" I always had a bf as well. I don't cheat so I told him there couldn't be an us.
Then I met my B and after about 3 days we decided to date. He was so sweet always making me feel perfect. For about a month... then he started to get mean to me, got irritated often and we broke up. That was the first time. One day, I get home and I got no messages from R I was worried because he always texted me. Then a month passed by. I was a wreck. I started skipping school to see if he was mad at me and was getting online while I was at school. Nothing. Then I knew something had went wrong. I would stay up all night waiting for him to be active then after 2 months he texts. I start crying and I asked him where he'd been. He told me his kidneys and liver had started to shut down. I was so happy he was back, that he was alive. We talked for about 3 hours and I told him I was back with B and he asked how we were doing. I told him we had been fighting again and he told me I was too good for that. R and I have never dated. But yesterday, I got a new phone and he and I started texting at about 12:30 pm and neither of us would put our phones down and I fell asleep texting him at 2:54 am. I had went 33 hours without sleep I needed to sleep lol. But I texted my bf yesterday as well our convo started at 3:23 pm we had an hour gap were he wouldn't answer me. And it ended at 6:13 pm because he stopped answering me again. So R and I talk for over 15 hours and I text B, MY BF for not even 2 hours. B always does this though. I don't feel special until R texts me. But I do love B with all my heart. But R and I have very strong feelings for each other. I don't know what to do.
  • Mood: Depressed
  • Listening to: My phone go off (Thanks R) :)
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  • Mood: Thrilled
  • Listening to: My boyfriend.
  • Drinking: Water
Sorry I've been inactive. And I'm making a new account. :p Lol I'll update the journal when I make my new account.
  • Mood: Thrilled
  • Listening to: My boyfriend.
  • Drinking: Water

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Okay so, I have a boyfriend I've been with about 3 months, call him B. And I have a best friend whose been my best friend for about 10 months now, call him R. I've known my bf for 6 months. In those 6 months we've been on and off about 4 times. I met R when was getting visitations to WV (Where I live now.) through some old friends on Facebook. First it would be about 5 minutes and he'd get busy but he would text as soon as he could. I enjoyed talking to him. I always smiled when his online light shone. Then I got out of foster care. R started talking to me a lot more and he told me that he wished we had actually talked face to face. (We went to the same school for a year.) Then I started school in WV and he would wait til I got home and text me. I'd known R for about 4 months by this point and I had feelings but I hid them. Every time he'd talk about an "us" I always had a bf as well. I don't cheat so I told him there couldn't be an us.
Then I met my B and after about 3 days we decided to date. He was so sweet always making me feel perfect. For about a month... then he started to get mean to me, got irritated often and we broke up. That was the first time. One day, I get home and I got no messages from R I was worried because he always texted me. Then a month passed by. I was a wreck. I started skipping school to see if he was mad at me and was getting online while I was at school. Nothing. Then I knew something had went wrong. I would stay up all night waiting for him to be active then after 2 months he texts. I start crying and I asked him where he'd been. He told me his kidneys and liver had started to shut down. I was so happy he was back, that he was alive. We talked for about 3 hours and I told him I was back with B and he asked how we were doing. I told him we had been fighting again and he told me I was too good for that. R and I have never dated. But yesterday, I got a new phone and he and I started texting at about 12:30 pm and neither of us would put our phones down and I fell asleep texting him at 2:54 am. I had went 33 hours without sleep I needed to sleep lol. But I texted my bf yesterday as well our convo started at 3:23 pm we had an hour gap were he wouldn't answer me. And it ended at 6:13 pm because he stopped answering me again. So R and I talk for over 15 hours and I text B, MY BF for not even 2 hours. B always does this though. I don't feel special until R texts me. But I do love B with all my heart. But R and I have very strong feelings for each other. I don't know what to do.
  • Mood: Depressed
  • Listening to: My phone go off (Thanks R) :)

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Happy birthday! :D
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Happy birthday~!
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Happy birthday, I wish you all the best :D
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Thanks for the faves! I’m glad you like my art! :D :heart:

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